People who know me, know that i dont use this to show you what clothes are in, or how cheap they are.. Every once in a while yes i do for a very special designer..
But we all know I use this for my rantings and ravings. To get this off my chest, to feel better… soo here we go again..
So, as we all know by now, Lailanni is engaged To a wonderful man named Ron.. He is caring,sweet,considerate, and he understands me and puts up with my antics, He is all of these things and more….when he is around.. and here is where we get to my rantings and ravings.. If you love someone and claim such a fact, then why do you not spend time with them???? I understand being busy…believe me i do!! I have been working 10 hr shifts and to top it off i did that 9 days in a row.. had one day off then did it for another 3.. but i still make time.. Is it odd that I ask to make time?? Am i the only person in the world that tries ?? It seems like i am the only person with this theory.. And I know i shouldnt be airing my dirty laundry ut im pretty irritated, im past mad.. its been 3 weeks, im over being mad…now im just hurt, and a little lost.. I love this man, i truely do.. So do i keep being hurt and sad in hopes that things go back to how they were?? or do i just finally give up?? I dont exactly know where I stand.. He tells me he will prove it, but hes never around to prove it.. *Walks off to the managers chairs and tries to not think about*
